August 2010
7 posts
i wish i wish i wish.
i wish you could see we are meant to be together. i wish i wasn’t so hooked. i wish i didn’t get some much random abuse for being fat. i wish that i smiled more often. i wish i could help being so aggressive. i wish people wouldn’t take the piss with me. i wish i could find someone who makes me happy. i wish i could make things last. i wish i wasn’t so flippant. i wish i...
and yet?
all i want to do is for you to be the same. for you to feel the same for you to be okay with this. but i don’t want it. and the rain doesn’t help. thanks.
i'm sorry but i miss it.
what the fuck have i done. why did i think this was a good idea, all i’ve done is back tracked like, three months in time in my heart, and i don’t wanna be here again. one of the lowest points in my life. and considering my life so far, that is a scary thought. i don’t feel safe knowing you know what you do. i don’t feel like i did before, its gotten worse. i’m not me...
and i think to myself, what a wonderful world.
n’awww, aint this nice. trying this all over again, i feel good inside tonight. things feel good again. YAY.
don't you just hate it when you feel like you're...
it's really funny when i say something is going to...
first of all, i told you so. sorry, but, it had to be done, i told alot of you so, but did you listen, did you fuck and look-ee here, exactly what i said, infact its worse. sorry, but, you did cheat on him, everyone knows you cheated on him same way you cheated on your ex with him.
everyone knows, deal with it.
second of all, do not tell me what i am and am not doing with my life. bitching about...
its a funny day when you realise just how easy...
i have less than alot of people. but not enough people to complain about it.
